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Jul. 17th, 2021 08:13 amI have been awake since 0230 and staying still with the lights out until 5 did not in the end fix that.
I had a dream that was getting very gore filled and tragic and stupid
and then I remember thinking
she would never do that, she's too good with that weapon
and apparently deciding the dream was too stupid
woke me up.
So.
... *sigh*
But! I have also spent at least an hour of this morning listening to music. On youtube, which is frustrating, because it kept recommending the exact things I'd already listened to, sometimes repeatedly under the same video. I think I broke it's brain?
I started out with Muse Supermassive Black Hole and a few clicks later ACDC Thunderstruck and then tried to think of which shouty women music would also make me want to jump up and down a lot, and got some Republica, but mostly got like foot tappers not jumps. Also whatever happens with Florence and the Machine that makes it feel like the sun rose in your head. Which is awesome, but not quite what I was looking for.
Except I dont know what I was looking for or I could have searched it up.
Placebo is for when my head is full of discord and static, but its very good at that. Garbage is... I dont know the exact mood that goes with "I'm only happy when it rains" but it seems like the opposite of jump.
I dont recall what prompted me looking up the Pirates of the Carribean sountrack. Musically very different, but somehow similar bold jump feelings?
But youtube really didnt know where to go with that.
I dont know, whenever I start playing stuff on youtube it ends up back when I was a teenager without me actually planning it, it seems impossible to find new things there.
But then I hit a stretch of familiar from conventions music so it was Pink and Lady Gaga.
... I can see how attempting recommendations to me would be rough, honestly.
But that was nice.
Now I have been awake six hours but the everyone else around here is just starting their day.
Maybe I shouod get lunch...
I had a dream that was getting very gore filled and tragic and stupid
and then I remember thinking
she would never do that, she's too good with that weapon
and apparently deciding the dream was too stupid
woke me up.
So.
... *sigh*
But! I have also spent at least an hour of this morning listening to music. On youtube, which is frustrating, because it kept recommending the exact things I'd already listened to, sometimes repeatedly under the same video. I think I broke it's brain?
I started out with Muse Supermassive Black Hole and a few clicks later ACDC Thunderstruck and then tried to think of which shouty women music would also make me want to jump up and down a lot, and got some Republica, but mostly got like foot tappers not jumps. Also whatever happens with Florence and the Machine that makes it feel like the sun rose in your head. Which is awesome, but not quite what I was looking for.
Except I dont know what I was looking for or I could have searched it up.
Placebo is for when my head is full of discord and static, but its very good at that. Garbage is... I dont know the exact mood that goes with "I'm only happy when it rains" but it seems like the opposite of jump.
I dont recall what prompted me looking up the Pirates of the Carribean sountrack. Musically very different, but somehow similar bold jump feelings?
But youtube really didnt know where to go with that.
I dont know, whenever I start playing stuff on youtube it ends up back when I was a teenager without me actually planning it, it seems impossible to find new things there.
But then I hit a stretch of familiar from conventions music so it was Pink and Lady Gaga.
... I can see how attempting recommendations to me would be rough, honestly.
But that was nice.
Now I have been awake six hours but the everyone else around here is just starting their day.
Maybe I shouod get lunch...