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beccaelizabethHow I know I'm relaxing about college a bit: I have enough spare worry to restart worrying about the fic currently with a beta reader.
How I know I'm really not entirely relaxed: I figure out that Tuesday is going to happen again relatively soon and I get that horrible oops that was a cliff edge feeling in my stomach.
Also, I am eating.
I realise food intake is actually necessary, but what I mean is I keep wandering into the kitchen, grabbing something to eat, and eating it, no matter how sugary it is or how many times I've decided I don't actually *like* that kind of cake.
Is getting a bit embarrassing.
I think in the next food order there will be much less cakelike. Maybe just double the bread rolls instead.
Been saving screencaps from websites. Have very many Giles, even though I wasn't looking for Giles today. Giles pretty.
Have also many Oz, very very few of them relevant to the project I set out to do, that being an Oz in an academic setting. It turns out that is rather hard to do. So far he turned up for class once, on the first day. Sat next to Willow for Psych that one time, no other times visible. Aside from that I have Oz with a piece of paper, and a whole lot of naked and/or wolfy Oz.
Naked isn't terribly academic, and yet...
Is he ever actually in class in high school? I didn't think so but I haven't exactly looked today.
I think it's in What's My Line he has both weird dark hair and some kind of face fuzz. That isn't a good look on him.
Shades of red, yaay. Brown hair? Unyaay.
I keep thinking maybe I could have icons which look like girls. Academic Willow would be easy to find. But I don't feel particularly Willow-y. Or girly. *shrugs*
Giles has many different shapes of glasses. I like early season 1 because they look kind of like Indiana Jones in this picture I downloaded where he was tweedy in class. I don't like the rectangle frames much. I like when the frames get less visible.
He also spends a lot of time with no glasses on. I wonder how fuzzy the world gets when he does that. If I do that I can still see my feet, pretty much my toes too, but what they're actually standing on is a bit more guesswork than I like. Still, can get around without them okay.
Some people couldn't so much see their nose without glasses. Don't reckon Giles is one of them.
... Actually seeing noses is pretty difficult anyways. Seeing things held around nose level would be more the thing I was thinking.
I ramble.
I think I go sleep soon.
Or possibly eat again.
How I know I'm really not entirely relaxed: I figure out that Tuesday is going to happen again relatively soon and I get that horrible oops that was a cliff edge feeling in my stomach.
Also, I am eating.
I realise food intake is actually necessary, but what I mean is I keep wandering into the kitchen, grabbing something to eat, and eating it, no matter how sugary it is or how many times I've decided I don't actually *like* that kind of cake.
Is getting a bit embarrassing.
I think in the next food order there will be much less cakelike. Maybe just double the bread rolls instead.
Been saving screencaps from websites. Have very many Giles, even though I wasn't looking for Giles today. Giles pretty.
Have also many Oz, very very few of them relevant to the project I set out to do, that being an Oz in an academic setting. It turns out that is rather hard to do. So far he turned up for class once, on the first day. Sat next to Willow for Psych that one time, no other times visible. Aside from that I have Oz with a piece of paper, and a whole lot of naked and/or wolfy Oz.
Naked isn't terribly academic, and yet...
Is he ever actually in class in high school? I didn't think so but I haven't exactly looked today.
I think it's in What's My Line he has both weird dark hair and some kind of face fuzz. That isn't a good look on him.
Shades of red, yaay. Brown hair? Unyaay.
I keep thinking maybe I could have icons which look like girls. Academic Willow would be easy to find. But I don't feel particularly Willow-y. Or girly. *shrugs*
Giles has many different shapes of glasses. I like early season 1 because they look kind of like Indiana Jones in this picture I downloaded where he was tweedy in class. I don't like the rectangle frames much. I like when the frames get less visible.
He also spends a lot of time with no glasses on. I wonder how fuzzy the world gets when he does that. If I do that I can still see my feet, pretty much my toes too, but what they're actually standing on is a bit more guesswork than I like. Still, can get around without them okay.
Some people couldn't so much see their nose without glasses. Don't reckon Giles is one of them.
... Actually seeing noses is pretty difficult anyways. Seeing things held around nose level would be more the thing I was thinking.
I ramble.
I think I go sleep soon.
Or possibly eat again.